Wow, I'm such a shithead.

Wow, I'm such a shithead. Today was my 1 year anniversary with my girlfriend. I forgot. She wanted me to come over but I said no because I wanted to head out early to where I was planning to be. I didn't realise it was the day of our anniversary. She got mad at me and I didn't know why. I got mad at her because I felt like I didn't do anything wrong. I'm such a shithead. I feel horrible. Wow. Just wow. How could I be such a bad fucking boyfriend. Wow. I get that some people will read this and think "oh it's just 1 year try 20" but that's not the point this is my life and these things will affect me differently and I feel like shit. I am so sorry. I feel fucking horrible. I'm so sorry.