Monday, 4 October 2010
Today was the first day back to school. I expected it to be more fun but it seemed really boring. I was with Phuong for pretty much the whole of second break but I felt like I wasn’t near her. I’m so shy when I don’t need to be. She seems to be thinking on a different level than me. I think that things are kind of awkward because I told her that I was going to ask her out at Moon Fest but she seems pretty cool about it.
I think that I should just talk to her normally about normal stuff but she doesn’t exactly like the same things I like so it’s a bit awkward there. I would like to go out with her sometime. Like go for an outing type thing not go out as in date. Just so that I can have some private time with her and talk without having to be afraid that everyone will be like saying things and trying to take pictures.
Tomorrow will be better. I hope I get my books and pens though. My mum realises that I haven’t got my books yet and she blames it on me. She said I went out too much to get them but this is the truth. On Friday, I asked if I could buy my books yet and she’s like, “I’m too lazy. How about tomorrow” and we didn’t even go. She just went to work and I had to stay home and do nothing. Now I have to buy them tomorrow in the morning but I have to go school at a later time. I really need those books so I’m giving up time with Phuong for my school work. That’s a first for me. :D
Tuesday, 5 October 2010
Today, the second day of term four wasn’t so bad. Phuong seems kind of annoyed this morning. She was happier throughout the day which was good. I think it was just that she didn’t get much sleep and she was tired. I was going to ask her what was wrong in English but she seemed happy so I didn’t want to ruin that.
I got put into two SOSE classes and I don’t even know who’s in my ‘Swords and sandals’ class. All I know is that Diana is in that class but I don’t even talk to her much. I hope at least one of my main friends is in it. I would freaking be so bored if no one I knew was in that class. Well, one of my main friends anyway.
I finally got my notebooks too; and one new pen, which was like, $2.15. Now I’m sick, terrific. T_T
Wednesday, 6 October 2010
Wednesday, the day that I have table tennis, was not so great. I wasn’t very happy. I barely talked to Phuong and it seemed like she didn’t even want to be around me. I tried talking to her just now. I said “hello” and she didn’t reply. I waited for a while and then she signed off. There are a few possibilities why she didn’t say hello back. I am mainly thinking of two. One, she didn’t see the conversation box open; two, she didn’t or doesn’t want to say hi. I am really hoping that it’s the first one. It feels like term 3 all over again, nothing is clear and I’m getting different thoughts from everyone. And I’m getting even sicker. Now I know what I have for the rest of the term; two gay SOSE subjects, Children of the revolution and Swords and Sandals. I wish that I chose my subjects in term 3, and then I wouldn’t have to suffer these gay subjects and might actually be happy.
WHY IS SPRING SO HOT ONE MOMENT THEN FREAKING COLD THE NEXT! ARGH! SO ANNOYING!
I was bloody hardcore sniffling in tutor. *sniffle*
I want to get my own PSP so that I can play as hard as I want whenever I want; and my own laptop. That’s basically all I want; oh and a new phone, preferably the Nokia N97 mini because it’s just so cool. I hope tomorrow is better. I keep telling myself that I’m going to talk to her normally but I was freeze up and find it hard as just to talk about normal things. It’s like; I need someone else there so that I can talk to her normally. Like a catalyst in a redox reaction or something like that.
Yeah, nothing else really happened after Wednesday so yeah, it's all good. Oh, there's one thing I didn't mention on Wednesday. My dare was to hold hands with Phuong for the whole lesson, but the teacher was like, "No public displays of affection" and I was like fucking hell. Stupid teacher! That's all that's happened.
Lardah Dawgz!
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