- 01: Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
My current relationship is in an 'official' relationship. Yeah, it's an odd relationship. Not many people really understand the situation that her and I had before any of this happened. But yahknow, I might leave that for another post. Let's just say, my current relationship with Chelsea is excellent. Perhaps beyond excellent. Actually, it's definitely beyond excellent.
- 02: Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
I'd like to be living in my house, on the couch, with my wife, and possibly children, enjoying a family show and just being awesome.
- 03: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
I really want to get high or drunk. Not because I'm like, some hardcore party animal, I just want to experience it. I reckon they're not so bad, and that they're not so addictive. I believe it's just people with addictive personalities which cause them to be assumed as an addiction.
- 04: Your views on religion.
I am born into a Catholic family, but I do not consider myself a Catholic. I don't mind any religion, I just like to read about what their morals and such are and if it sounds good to me, then that's it; I don't believing in subjecting oneself to one thing, but instead just follow everything so long as you think it's right.
- 05: A time you thought about ending your own life.
There were a few times about three or four years ago, and for no good reason. I just felt unhappy with my life at the time because I always felt like I wasn't worth anything in the world and just felt that it would be a much better place without me in it.
- 07: Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Well, I think it mostly fits in with my personality. Some of it is a little off in my opinion, but hey, that's just me.
- 08: A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
The moment of that is when I decided to do something for myself, for once, and not give a second thought on what others would say. The moment I made a choice to benefit myself and finally just make a choice that I could be happy and content about. It was the moment I accepted that I was in love with my best friend.
- 09: How you hope your future will be like.
Rainbows. Unicorns. I just hope it will be good, with a hint of down times.
- 10: Discuss your first love and first kiss.
My first love was a very wild one. For almost a year, I spent all my time trying to impress her and get her to notice me. I learned how to fold more complicated pieces of origami and I tried to get into similar things as her. I basically tried to change myself completely. After a while, though, I thought that I got over her, but it all changed the following year, when she said she had feelings for me. I'm not sure why, but I still couldn't get over her, even though I felt so hurt from her actions. So, I asked her to be my girlfriend again and she said yes. For the first part of the relationship, things were good and things flowed greatly, but I was not too sure what happened after that. I was still inexperienced, so I wasn't sure what was going on. I always made it that it was my fault that she wouldn't want to talk to me or be with me, or just be around me. I always felt like I was unwanted by her, and at the time, it really destroyed me inside. I didn't say anything, and I do realise that was stupid of me, because it's only now that I realise that I should speak my mind, and just let my opinions get across because they're just as important as another's. But yeah, after a while, things just got too much for me, and I let all my anger out in a short burst, and it just went to the shits. Her and I broke up, and after, I had hoped to get back with her, but I was still hurt subconsciously and I sorta had a rebound girl. (I KNOW, IT'S FUCKING SAD OF ME BUT IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, SHE SORTA WAS. IT'S NOT LIKE I INTENDED IT TO BE LIKE THAT). Anyhow, that's the story of my first love. My first kiss was a peck from my first love after school one day and at the time, I was like, 'holy hell, did that just happen? Am I even alive? Is this reality? Can someone punch me and tell me this is real?' and yeah, I was just really hyped up about it.
- 11: Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
- Whistle - Flo Rida
- Tilted - Lupe Fiasco
- Draft 3 - Beast
- I'm Just So Impressed - Bei Maejor
- Halo (Cover) - Ahmir
- AUO - Shin Hyesung
- Tarzan & Jane - Toybox
- Simple Things - Usher
- Tik Tok (Parody) - The Midnight Beast
- Bubble Pop - Hyuna
- 12: Bullet your whole day.
- played LoL
- did my business
- slept
- woke up
- played LoL
- showered
- did the laundry
- ate
- took medicine
- played LoL
- texted mah babyboothang and she was stressing
- played some LoL
- did my business
- went out to Inala
- had a talk with a random man
- met up with my boothang
- went to Healthy Cup
- went to Woolworths
- walked back to her place
- ate
- chilled
- went home
- watched a bit of Jack, The Giant Slayer
- plucked grey hair out of my mum's head
- continued the movie
- finished the movie
- logged on Skype and chatted with my boothang
- called her
- she hung up
- called her back
- didn't pick up
- she called me
- picked up
- she hung up
- she called back
- talked for a while
- she went to bed
- and now I'm doing this for some odd reason.
- 13: Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
I would love to visit Japan. Buy all the anime merchandise!
- 14: Your earliest memory.
I was in preschool, I was playing with blocks, someone took one, awesome dude (Peter Le) got it back for me. Tears of joy rolled. :')
- 15: Your favorite tumblrs.
I don't tumblr much.
- 16: Your views on mainstream music.
It's aight. Too damn catchy for my liking. >8[
- 17: Your highs and lows of this past year.
My highs have definitely been Chelsea. My absolute biggest high. My lows would be, I don't know. Not really many lows. Probably realising that I used someone to get over my own problem subconsciously.
- 18: Your beliefs.
My beliefs are that people should live life to be happy. Sure, some people are psychotic and murderous, but I'm talking about being happy in a way that is good for yourself, but not in any way bad for another person. As long as you're happy, and it's not impeding in anyone else's privacy or their own beliefs, then it's all good.
- 19: Disrespecting your parents.
It's horrible. I do my best to respect my parents, but sometimes it's just too difficult. But it's nothing bad like, swearing at them, it's just feeling a bit spiteful at times.
- 20: How important you think education is.
I think it is damn important, especially in these times. With all the texting and shortcuts when typing online, it's hideous. Children need to be educated correctly, and need to be educated in what matters and what affects them. Children should learn what their surroundings are and they should be taught acceptance.
- 21: One of your favorite shows.
Show as in anime or like, white people shows? If anime, I'd probably have to say Fairy Tail. If white people shows, I'd say I don't know. I don't watch television much.
- 22: How have you changed in the past 2 years?
I have changed a lot. I've learned how to be more assertive, I've learned how to be happier with myself and the choices I make, I've learned that the world isn't over when things go wrong and that I should strive to make life better for myself when things are in the dump. I feel like I've changed and turned into a better person.
- 23: Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Too lazy to find any photos. Plus I don't really find guys attractive. ._.
- 24: Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
My favourite movie would probably have to be The Pursuit of Happiness. The movie is about a man who is trying his hardest to make a living and just be successful for the sake of his child. His wife left him. Everyday, he would go around, and try to sell his product. Though he is not successful, he looks for a job. All he needed was a break, and he got it. The point of the movie was to tell the audience to do what they want, and not let anyone tell them they can't do something.
- 25: Someone who fascinates you and why.
Someone who fascinates me would be, I don't know. The only person that fascinates me the most right now would probably be my girlfriend, and I'm not just saying that because she's my girlfriend. I say so because she's so strong-willed, and she's just plain awesome. Although she has problems of her own, she wouldn't let that get in the way of her helping other people with their problems.
- 26: What kind of person attracts you.
Someone who can let loose, generally most of the time. Someone who is willing to cope with all my bullshit and embarrassing personality. Someone who can laugh at a joke about poop one moment and still hold an intelligent conversation the next. Someone who understands me, basically.
- 27: A problem that you have had.
Expressing myself and my own opinion.
- 28: Something that you miss.
Childhood. The innocence that I once held is the only proof that I wasn't always like the way I am; filthy.
- 29: Goals for the next 30 days.
Save money. Eat more. Man up.
- 30: Your highs and lows of this month.
Well, it only just started really, but the high was something that I'd rather not discuss on here. Let's just say, it was a sensual high. Lows of this month would be spending too much money at work after earning it. :(
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