Wednesday

Today was average. I didn't do much. Played games most of the day. Hung pissed me off. He bumped my arm while i was playing Osu and I lost. Then he starts to get louder and he's like, "Hiep!"
And I'm like, "What!?"
Hung says, "What!" Then I continue playing Osu. My mum asked him what and he's like I just called him and he went all pissy. And I'm just thinking, `you fag,` and he walked of angry and pissy too. That's probably the most interesting that's happened today. And we had pizza for dinner from Pizza Hut. I think that's what made me feel sick and fart a lot. :D And that's basically what's happened today. I might go to the library on Friday or Saturday. Nothing much that's happening. I might go to Garden City on Tuesday next week. Probably not allowed to go though. I don't know if I should ask. She might rage at me for going out too much. T_T

That's pretty much what's happened and going to happen. Thanks for reading.

Munkee Boii

Tuesday

Today, I went to the Inala library and i didn't do much. I had to wait ab out three hours to get on a computer because it was so packed. But when I got on, I started downloading straight away and it was surprisingly fast. I managed to download fourteen videos in one hour. All except one were Russell Peters and they are hilarious. I ate a double quarter pounder meal and that was so greasy but nice. :) That's pretty much what happened all day.

TY for reading and goodbye.

Munkee Boii. <3

Monday

Today was pretty boring. Didn't do much except clean and lay on the couch all day. Played a bit of Tekken 6 and listen to music all day. I want to get a new book for next semester so that I can stop worrying about it all of the holidays. I want to watch Karate Kid next week on Sunday. Looks cool. (H) That's pretty much what's been happening lately. Nothing much right?

Well, TY for reading and bye!

Munkee Boii...

CITY OUTING WITH FRIENDS!!!!!

Today was great, I went city with friends and I luckily bumped into them while I was going to go to the toilet. LOL. I saw Tom coming out from the toilets. And they arrived the same I did. So it's all good. We played games for the whole day. Played Tekken 6 first at TimeZone and then went to eat at KFC. Then we headed for Cue City where we played pool for about two hours. I bought Raben shoes from City Beach for my older brother, Hung, and a soccer ball for my little brother, Thinh. I was supposed to by a bouncy ball for my littlest brother, Tien, but I forgot. Oh well, next time. After all that, I caught the bus with David and went to Forest Lake. The ticket machine was broken so we didn't get charged for getting on the bus. Which was cool I guess.

That's pretty much what happened today. :)

Thanks for reading peoples.
Signed: Munkee Boii

Today wasn't all that fun. I had to go tutor which I didn't really feel like doing because I was so tired. T_T But it doesn't really matter. As long as I get credit tomorrow and can go to Johnson's "birthday" party.

I just saw a picture of Phuong when she was at Jennifer and Elizabeth' birthday party at City. She looks so pretty. ^///^ If I told her that, she'll be like, "NO I"M NOT, I"M UGLY AS!!!," or "AWWW, I"M NOT THAT PRETTY," or "AWWW, YOUR SO CUTE SOMETIMES HIEP." AHAHAHAHA. JOKES!!!! But seriously, she really is pretty and I would do anything for her. Even if I have to risk my life. Or maybe that's not really smart. Because, for example, if I was going out with her and she really did like me, and there was something that she really cherished, who would she miss more, me or the thing that she cherished? If I died, she may have felt like that it was her fault for me dying. And that's why I wouldn't do ANYTHING for her. I don't want to sound heartless but that's how I think; Would I rather save something that she cherishes a lot and sacrifice myself and let her live her rest of her life thinking that she caused what happened to me, or live until i grow old ans save her a lot of despair.

This is how I express how my love works.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

Today was the last day of school. It wasn't all that bad because my friends were there. I played tekken most of the day and it was fun, kind of, to practice Lei Wulong. I wish Phuong was there so that I could play speed with her and be around her for pretty much the whole day because none of her friends was there. Although I did see Jennifer and Elizabeth walking away from school. They probably wagged to city maybe. Ahaha. Hope I'm allowed to go out on Sunday with friends. I probably would be allowed to go anyways.

YAY! I asked Phuong the colour feelings thing and this was her reply:

- .l A ŋ K y S ε ε O v ε я. - })i({ - says:
*BLACK: I HATE YOU;
PINK: I LIKE YOU (as in friends);
PURPLE: I’D DATE YOU;
BLUE: I DID LOVE YOU;
RED : I LOVE YOU;
ORANGE: I LIKE TALKING TO YOU;
WHITE: I REALLY CARE ABOUT YOU;
SILVER: WE’RE CLOSE;
GREEN: YOUR SEXY;
YELLOW: I COULDN’T LIVE WITHOUT YOU.

- sHawTy see under.... - })i({ - says:
*pink
Purple
orange
and and and green tehheee (jks)

I'm so happy but now I know that I can't do something to FUCK this relationship up so I have to be really careful not to say something to fuck it up.

Now my life is at the point where I have no idea what to do in my personal affairs. I don't know how Phuong feels about me and I might do something that will make her feel angry at me or not like me at all. If she doesn't like me, I will say that I understand but in reality, I wouldn't understand why she wouldn't like me. I would act or normal at school and everything but deep down, I would be so hurt and confused. But only then will I know where my life is heading and I can finally make solid, concrete decisions. If she does decide to go out with me, I would be very happy. But if she read this before she made her decision, I wouldn't be extremely happy. Because I'll be thinking that she read this and that she feels like she's doing the right thing. It's completely up to her and if she doesn't go out with me, I would be really depressed and down but I won't let that get the better of me. I will try to live my normal life everyday but it will hurt me a lot. I just hope that I don't hurt the important people around me.

Well, today like most other days was boring. It started raining and we had a relief for our walking group so we couldn't walk around the lake. Although it was pretty fun when we were in the room though. Played speed torture and I kept winning so I guess that's why it was fun. And I played speed with Phuong and that was pretty fun too I guess.

I'm starting to think about where me hanging onto Phuong will lead me in the future. If i hang on just a little longer, she might say yes and I probably will have a great life in high school together with Phuong. If I don't, I could be missing out on something that I have waited so long for. I feel that if I wait too long, I'll be wasting most of my life thinking about what could be. I could be having a great time with someone else but deep down, I know that I wont be able to let go of Phuong. I really want to go out with Phuong but she will never say yes to me. People have been saying that she will definitely say yes and that it's a guarantee that she will say yes. But they don't completely understand the position I'm in and all I want is for everything to be clear. I want Phuong to tell me if she does or doesn't want to go out with me. Until then, I'll always be confused and distracted. I have so much shit stored up in me and I'm afraid that it will all just come out at any moment and I might hurt someone that's really close to me. This blog is not really helping me gain control of how I feel and i can't express myself properly in the way that I want to.

I know that I have friends looking out for me and all but i can't express my feelings completely except when I'm talking to Kim - my best of best friends for life - I feel like i can tell her anything and she will understand.

gay day

today was gay and good at the same time. the gay thing was that i had a theory test in ITD, but it wasnt hard, i just would have rather done prac then theory. anyways, allgods. the other thing was that i had to do work in maths. and i didnt bring my math text book. its the last week. geebus. and generally being around phu that bugs me. he thinks hes all hot and shit but in reality, hes just a fag that no one likes. but enough of that other topic.
today was good because i played 13 with phuong after how long. i lost once. hehe. but she lost once too, so its all good. i played handball and im pretty good at it. but the ball went into the art place and we couldnt get it out. T_T


*sigh* i shouldnt have gone on so early today. nobody is replying and yeah... i should have gone on later.


i really feel like fucking phu up. but im not going to fight him unless he starts on me. because i know that if he starts on me, ie a punch, and i fight back, he gets in more trouble because im "defending" myself. hahaha. i bet he talks crap about me to his friends. i cant blame him. i kind of do it. but im not really doing it at the same time. because nobody even liked him from the beginning of the year anyway.


i really like phuong. if i had the chance to go out with her, i would treat her right and always be there for her when she needs someone.

today was so tiring. T_T. i had to clean up so much stuff. and my shoulder is killing me. unloading was much easier then loading it.

other then that. nothing happened.

well, today i didnt do much. i just stayed at home until like about 2 ish. when i had to go to the workplace and get a few things into the truck. phuong had a party at her house. i hoped she enjoyed it.



"A girl asked a guy! If he thought she was pretty, he said... no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever ....and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he Cry. And once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don’t want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever , and I wouldn't Cry if you walked away...I'd Die ... I like you because of who you are to me ."

i love this story. its so romantic. i wish that i can come up with that kind of stuff but im just not that kind of person. and i do hope that i didnt fail any subjects this term or else my ass is going to get a beating.

today was much better then yesterday. i got more active and had more fun then i have had in ages. i am going to take phuong's advice and follow my heart. that means that i will wait for next year and hope that she will say yes. or i can do something now and make it a high chance that she will say yes.

i really want to be friends with lots of people but some of them aren't really friends and its puts the burden for me to choose which one of them i want to be friends with. for example, i want to be friends with the asian girls that phuong hangs around with and i want to be friends with han. but at the moment, they are not really friends and han hangs with us so i feel like i have to be her friends even though i know i dont have to. for some reason though, the girls that hang with phuong always gives me the evils. oh well, i guess its something i cant help. and han is leaving at the end of the semester so that will clear things up a bit. and people generally dont like han, but i dont see why they dont like her so much. i guess its coz i dont know her that well. or maybe i dont really notice the "flirting" that she does.

well today at school was better. i had more fun and i got my english done all thanks to tom. he gave me his ipod with my assessment on it and i copied it. although i think i used too much words because it went to like 700 words. oh well, if its good, i might get more marks. hehe. YES!!! my english teacher isnt gonna be here for next week. WOOOOOO!!!!!!


lately, i feel that ive been being ignored by phuong. i hope i didnt do anything to upset her or make her angry with me. unless phu said something to her. if he did, i will seriously lose it man. i want to smash him so badly but i dont want to get in trouble. i will only fight him if he starts on me. because i know that if he starts the fight, he will get in more trouble and i will say that i was only trying to defend myself.

today i didnt feel like doing anything. its because of being around phu that annoys me so much to just sit there and do nothing. but later in the day, when i was with my friends, i felt more energized and active. the walk around the lake was great and made me feel really tired. but it was fun.

im making a new friend. i wish i could talk to her properly in real life like i talk to her on msn. but then again. i wish i can be myself around new people. then i would have heaps more friends.

YEAH!!!! BUTSTICK PRO RIGHT HERE!!!! i can butstick instead of ripstick. hehe

today was fine. school was fun but we got caught by the teacher while we were fighting behind the school. we had to pick up rubbish. it doesnt seem bad but its so annoying. now we have to find another place to fight. but i did win every fight. nobody beat me coz im all pro and everything.

i dont know what i should do. should i confront phuong about my feelings or just let it go the normal flow. if i confront her, she might not know what to say and push me away. if i let get flow, she might lose interest and i will never know what could have been.

how life rolls

today really sucked. i had to clean up a whole lot of crap and my dad wasnt helping either. all he was doing was standing back and giving directions and yelling whenever we did something wrong. and something else ive noticed, hes always around when something goes wrong. hes never there when i do something right or good. hes always yelling no matter what is going on. we do something a little bad and its "RAHRAHRAHRAHRAH!!!!" he never stops yelling. and whenever he doesnt get something right, he starts raging at peoples for no reason.

other than that part of today, it was fine.

the outing i had with kim and her friends was great. i had a few laughs even though i was really quiet. and i was holding a balloon the whole time i was there. but kim's friend, im not sure whats happening. hahaha. kim is getting signs that she likes me but i dont know. "Shrek Forever After: was pretty funny. and there was a lot of romance.

Why did you and your last bf / gf break up?
i never had a gf :D
If you could see your future in a movie, would you watch it?
YUP :)
What Country and City are you from?
Brisbane; REPRESENT!
LMAO
Do you regularly indulge in drugs? If so, what? i.e Dope, Ectasy
HEHEHEHE *shiftyeyes*
Plans for the weekend?
RELAX!!!!!
Have you organised plans for summer break / new years?
yes
i gonna go out with old friends and new friends
What type of boys / girls are you attracted too?
girls who have good personalities...... like phuong :D:D
Three things you would want if you were stranded on an island?
Friends, survival expert, Phuong
If you won a holiday but had to choose either a cruise ship or resort, what would you choose?
resort
Favourite colour?
Blue :P
What makes you angry?
people i dont like. ie PHU!!!!! ARGH!!
Have you ever been in a protest?
AHAHAHAHAHAHA
no...
Do you drive? If so, what type of car?
nope. hopefully a honda
If your bestfriend and boyfriend needed you, honestly who would you choose?
bestfriend
One thing that annoys you about your best friend / boyfriend?
nothing at all
If you could ask someone any question you want, what would it be?
to phuong. Do you like me or not.
If you won lotto would you still work?
YES!!!
What are thre first three big purchases you'd make after winnning lotto?
1. a new house
2. and outing with every friend i know.
3. an ipod
Random crazy thing you daydream about?
what life would be like if i hadnt grown up in inala
Are you at home, work...?
home, answering these questions
Longest relationship?
none
Names that you love?
too many to remember. except for phuong, peter, linh, kim, henry, tom, john, chanel....the rest is too much to name but they all friends from primary and high school
Do you perfer a beer or spirit mix (vodka, bourbon)?
BEER
Current obsession:
phuong
friends
stressing
Fav quote:
yesterday is yesterday, if we try to recapture it, we will only lose tomorrow.
I'm worried about:
life
Next thing I want to buy:
mobile phone with lots of cred
What's your fav type of music?
R&B, Korean Music, Pop.

Have you ever met anyone famous?
nope
Fav singers / bands?
lots
Fav famous person?
they all fags except a few
Any ideas for your wedding?
traditional
Do you have a crush on anyone? Name of that person..
Phuong Thuy Bui ♥
Song that has the best memories to it?
It's So Hard To Say Goodbye. From year seven graduation.

DISH BE ME

MY name be Hiep Luu and im also known as Munkee Boii. even though i dont like bananas. anyways, i was born on the 24th of july 1995. my life this year has been my interesting so far i say. im figuring out where my life is headed and who my true friends are.